Crush

I hate you for not knowing me
I hate you for giving me the butterflies
And making me so nervous
Don’t mind
Because this is all new to me
I don’t know how to handle myself
You got me tripping boy
Why do you do this to me?
I know you barely remember me
But I’m not gonna try and impress you
I guess I did but you wouldn’t admit
I saw you blush so hard
When I answered back to your question
I guess everyone did
I saw you looking at me and smile
But again, I guess you always do
Loving you would be so wrong
You get my heart beating like a galloping horse
It’s like you know it but you claim you don’t
So, I guess it’s all in my head
It’s a very wild place
Filled with a fear of unknown
But I trust myself
And I would do anything to have my integrity
I love myself
It’s just a crush it hurts